god help me~

at first i tot 2day is a great day

ya

Undeniably

2day reali a great day

morning

went out wif my gf

go eat ply

everything is so great and fine

but 

all thing happened in the morning 

juz hallucination

a call which around 2.30pm

has changed all my luck 

is a call frm fren

he date me go his hse

for plying game

why i wan promise him

why 

if i din promise

then the all thing will not be happen

haizzzz

and why i threw my bag onto sofa

why i din put is nicely

if i put it nicely 

thn all thing will not be happen

i am reali so regret

haizzzz

sorry to my parents

sorry to my girl

and very sorry to myself

at tis moment 

the onli thing in my mind is death

i hope i can die

thn all the annoyance can be settle

i hate myself

i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!

why agn and agn did the wrong thing

not onli hurt myself

whereas it has hurt my parents

and oso my gf

cry and regret are onli the thing which i can do nw